alright its been so ucking long since i've been on my own…

Hey!! How did everybody get in my room?!?!	"I'm really looking forward to being clean again. It's this weird thing with smack. First off it makes you feel so good but after a bit your body gets used to it, it stops working like that. You start needing it just to stay normal... Then you get sick of it and give it up for a few days. AND THAT'S THE REALLY NASTY THING BECAUSE THEN, WHEN YOU'RE CLEAN, THAT'S WHEN IT WORKS SO WELL."

Hey!! How did everybody get in my room?!?!

"I'm really looking forward to being clean again. It's this weird thing with smack. First off it makes you feel so good but after a bit your body gets used to it, it stops working like that. You start needing it just to stay normal... Then you get sick of it and give it up for a few days. AND THAT'S THE REALLY NASTY THING BECAUSE THEN, WHEN YOU'RE CLEAN, THAT'S WHEN IT WORKS SO WELL."

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Friday, May 13, 2005

alright its been so ucking long since i've been on my own actual site or even my computer for that matter. so much shit has happened in these past couple of months and ive grown smarter and stronger physically and mentally plus my appearance has changed in many ways as well. I started going out with this senior from school (skater, brown curly poofy type hair, tall, wrestler, loves hip-hop, umm perfect..) and it was wonderful going out for almost a year until he broke up with me and said he didnt want a gf but still wanted to be together. whatever. so i ran away and booked it on a train to L.A. for about a week while my parents had the police out looking for me and i was even a missing person. yea so i came back and he told me he had been cheating on my for the last month we were together and she was now his gf. This girl is a freshman blond slut who's screwed most of his friends. classy eh? uhhh grrr! i hate being a girl and letting a damn guy walk all over you. enjoy. peace out. SP